I Expected…

I expected you to call

I expected you to see

I expected you would know by now

I expected… just for me


You really broke my heart today

You really made me mad

You really blew it this time

And now I sit here sad


You never really listened

You never really cared

You never really saw me

It really made me scared


“I “never ever had the right

To decide who “you” should be

“I’m” full of my own limitations

“I“ took them, from the life I see


“I’m” the one, who broke “my” heart 

You, are just being you

We’re both consumed with “me, my, I”

Blinded by the truth


You have not walked in my life

and I’ve sure, not walked in yours

We’ve no right to expect anything

Except our self made wars


If disappointed, we must be

We’ve done it to ourselves

Pack up, your expectations

And file them on the shelf


See those all around you 

They have their prisons too

Be the space, where they feel safe

Acceptance is the glue


Jump out of that Box

I’ll try, to explain here

My life, in this box

Alone and discouraged

No future, all lost

Compare me to most

I’m unfocused, I’ve failed

Don’t reach, all their goals

My self worth unrailed

I joined them believing

I don’t make the grade 

Success not my forte’

Dreams down, I had laid

But then…  I found… likeminded,

Who knew?

They dream in multiples 

Just like I do

Their joy is discovery,  then just walk away

Onto new visions, no matter the day

Once understood… no more need… it’s quite boring

So onto the next quest… curiosity soaring

Creative, inventing, resourceful and wise

Contemplations run deep, there’s a light n their eyes

Some call them scanners or renaissance souls

Jumped out of that box, YES! “I’m one of those”

I soar in my freedom, no limits, unbound

Theres so much to try, so much I’ve not found

No stopping me now, I’m have Peace in my Soul

I’m not less than any, I’m 100% whole.

CMJordan Sept, 2018

I’m an Original

An Original I AM,

And an Original I’ll be.

There is no other option, 

As far as I can see.

What fits just right for you

Will not ever fit me too.

For man can make a copy,

But in Nature…never two.

Not in a snowflake will you find

Not in a bird or flower

Not in a raindrop, leaf, or man,

Not even in an hour

Don’t try to be a copy,

It’s impossible to do.

Copies never measure up,

To Originals it’s True

CMJordan Sept/2019

Don’t Worry!

Don’t you worry

Don’t you cry

Cast your fears

Down at your side,


You won’t stumble

You won’t fall 

Jesus has this

He’s paid it all,


The accuser has no power

Don’t  you hesitate

You are covered by the Grace

And God is never late.

Things are rarely what they seem

the accuser twists and tries

to steal your focus, faith and love

and bind them up in lies

Don’t give a second moment 

to the thoughts that pull you down

Hold high your head my children

You wear His glorious crown


Don’t you worry

Don’t you cry

Cast your fears

Down at your side

You won’t stumble

You won’t fall 

Jesus has this

He’s paid it all 


Whatsoever things are True, 

Whatsoever’s Pure

Whatsoever things are just

These are what is sure

Highly Favoured, Deeply Loved,

in Him your peace and rest

Protected from the enemy 

Forever Greatly Blessed

CMJordan July/2018

A Vessel

I follow you

I seek what’s true

In everything

I say and do.

Heal the sick

Mend the heart

Awaken the Spirit

From the Dark

Fill with Peace

Touch with Love

All who need

Grace from Above

Open the eyes

Unplug the ears

Soften the Soul

Dry the Tears

Not long now 

Till you will call

All your Children

Big and small

And those left standing

Will then see

The truth we knew 

 …”being set free”

Some will, then follow

Some will, then run

Inside they know 

It’s just begun

And as time does

It will march on

Until at last

It will be Dawn

They’ll join us too

When again,  You come

And all will sing

Completed. Done.

CMJordan April 14, 2018 

Day 2…lol, 4 months later

OK, forget the copywriting thing (see Day 1 post).

NOT my thing, BUT I have a few books almost finished and many articles written that I want to put up on a website to help those who struggle with everyday life issues.

Example: How to …

  • Make your Money go farther
  • Find more time in your day
  • Increase your space, right where you are
  • Re-unite with your Peace, Passions and Rest
  • Re-prioritize & Evaluate Life
  • and many many more…

I have bought the name I want for my site: “Basic Simple Solutions . com” and have been trying for 2 years to figure out how to set up the site. To date, I have enrolled and bought 3 different courses that are supposed to make setting up a site easy… NOT!    I am a hands on, in my face learner. I struggle with just written info that assumes you know what they are talking about and no-one to talk to with questions. Yeah they all have their FB groups to help each other and e-mail address’ to send in your questions BUT rarely does anyone answer the questions cause they end up 30 questions down very quickly and few bother to scroll that far. If someone can answer right after you post  you are golden, but if not your left in the dark.

I am not sure where to go anymore :(. I do not have a few thousand extra to throw out there on someone professional to help me. Plus I want to be able to fully understand and therefore be able to change stuff within my site by myself. Not be dependant on having to have more money to get my website designer to do it… months later.

All I want is a site I can

  • post my “help” and “how to” articles on
  • promote a few items and materials that have helped me (affiliates)
  • make my own books available for sale
  • have an e-mail attached to the site for giving/getting feedback
  • have a group or membership part where all regularly active, interactive, correspondence can take place between other likeminded members who want to work together, all of us helping each other. (lol, DISCLAIMER: I don’t have ALL the answers :))

My ultimate goal is to reach all those who really need this help to get life on track on any level. As a single mother of 7 for the last 22 years I have much to offer in living life to the max with a great deal less than the world thinks possible. I am hoping the site might also give me a passive income through promoting exceptional value products and my books (under $5) –  (combined info from site in one place (each book organized by topic).

I “physically” need to retire by 2020, and am hoping to supplement my Government Pension as I have no other means of income. My income in life was spent raising seven children as sole income earner and the education required to do so. I only have 2 debts in life, education and vehicle but Government pension is not enough to make those payments, and live life. My actual living cost is barely more than one of these payments, I need very little to live life joyfully. But until I get my 2 debts paid off I can not come close to retiring from my physical job unless I can figure out another source of income.

So why this post? It is my blog… sometimes I need to just get down in words, what I am trying to figure out. As crazy as it sounds, I will look at this in a few days and may see my own answer to the dilemmas of life. This site is public but is not promoted or internet engine savvy in any way. A grand total of 1900 people have found one or two of my 44 posts since 2012.     Hahah… I haven’t any idea how to make it be found nor do I care to with this site. This is my personal space to let go, yet keep a record of, vs. a million pieces of scrape papers and napkins scribbled on (I have bins full of). I love to share my thoughts as well and am thrilled that 1900 people have seen something I have written ??? But I do not have a need to try and make sure as many as possible see.

Anyway… an end to Day 2… 4 months later.




Easter 2018

My precious Lord, You saved my Soul

You  give me Rest,  You make me whole

Your Spirit shows, the Truth of Life

And guides me daily, through the strife

Confusion is the liars tool

Of it… I want no part.

I keep my eyes,  on You alone

Your light dispels the dark.

Your Wisdoms, Insights, Discernments, Peace

Do still, my tattered mind.

Protection, Healing, Love and Grace

My Inheritance, Your Blood Signed…

CMJordan/ Easter  2018